I love Jesus with all my heart and want to get closer to him, the problem is that sometimes I stop seeking him with all of my heart. I can pray for many weeks in a row then just begin to stop. What would the problem be that makes me stop.
The problem for me is that I am afraid of love, as a Scottish man I don’t really do any of the love thing, this has left me with a fear of love. I am afraid that if Father God truly loves me then when he finds out who I really am then he will reject me. This has left me feeling that I am unlovable.
I need to take a risk and step out into his arms, it is only then that I can see that Jesus really has unconditional love for me. Today I am going to step out and accept his love for me