It is after many years of trying that I finally let Father God be God in my life. I looked at the things deep down in my life like fear, anger and bitterness. I must admit that I knew God could bring restoration to these parts but actually deep down thought that it was impossible.
God makes the impossible possible. This is hard for me to get my head around, if I think he cant reach these deep parts of me, that actually means that he can. This is a deep truth.
I know what the bible says about his mighty power. I know that he saved Israel from Egypt. I know that he created the heavens and the earth. I know that he sent his Son to die for me. I know the God of the bible does set people free.
I wonder if he could be as real to me as the people in the bible? I wonder if He will reach down and restore my hidden wound. I need to let Father God run my life more than the wound does. It is when I let go and let God be God that true freedom comes, that is freedom not in my mind but true freedom that I walk in as a reality.
Only then will I truly be Living the Call.