Every time that I look back on my life I see many times when Father God seemed to be very distant. It is at these times that I begin to look at everything that I have done wrong. this leads me down a negative way of thinking, leading me to get lost in a ‘poor me’ mindset.

The reality at these times can be slightly different; it might be that I have not let go of my life totally to Father God. I have been running the show myself. I have not been able to fully trust Father God with all of my life.

I ask myself what might be the reason for this behavior? The answer, if I am honest, is past hurts. I have trusted people in the past only to be let down; the pain has lead me into the trap of not trusting anybody. Is there an answer I ask myself? Yes there is.

I need to ask Father God to take me back to the memory of these hurts. I then need to forgive anybody that I need to forgive. This process can be very painful so I need to be very close to Jesus while walking through it.

I know who I need to forgive whether they deserve it or not. I can then let the hurt go and hand more of my life to Jesus. I will do this today.

Is there anybody that you need to forgive today?


About cleavinghearts

I go to church in Troon Scotland. I want to see men from every nation rise up in Christ and be who they are called to be. I am interested in men getting together to praise and just do men's things. I also want to see women rise above their pain and turmoil so they are free to follow Jesus without the hindrances of their past.
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5 Responses to Forgiveness

  1. aprilcoon says:

    Great blog today! So much truth in what you said. Forgiveness is so hard to do sometimes when someone hurts you. I believe it is harder to forgive ourselves when we have done something wrong. God is here to give us grace and second-chances. I’m grateful for that!

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    • Yes it is so hard to forgive ourselves. I can forgive others easier than forgiving myself. Thanks for your encouragement. Bless You

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    • Hi I mentioned you in my blog today. You have inspired my greatly by asking for people’s stories in your blog. I wrote part of mine because it tells me where I came from. Bless You so much.

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      • aprilcoon says:

        Thank you for the encouragement! I am so glad that I have inspired you through my words. I am humbled that God is using me in ways I never thought possible. And, thank you again, for taking the time to write your testimony on my page. I want others to be blessed by other people who have an amazing testimonies to share, and I am honored you a part of that journey with me. Together we can make a difference in this world by our stories — by our victories!

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  2. aprilcoon says:

    Reblogged this on Faith.Hope.Love and commented:
    Who do you need to forgive today? This blog has great truth!


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