Sometimes I wake up in the morning and feel distant from the Lord. The distance usually means that I have came out from behind my wall of protection; but the uncertainty of whether Father God will actually protect me from harm, when the time comes, troubles my mind.
Do I really trust Him with my protection? The reality is that I have never came out from behind my wall, or protecting myself, and I have ended up in this mess.
Therefore I can’t protect myself.
Deep down I have a fear of everybody leaving me which has left me with a wound. The wound dominates every decision that I make or am thinking about making. The wound causes me to hide from others and Father God.
I will put my full trust in God; I will come out from my wall; and STAY OUT!!!!
Only then will I be able to understand that His steadfast love ENDURES FOREVER.
I want to walk in the reality of Jesus Christ living in me. I can’t do this hiding behind my wall of self protection.
Today I will walk in His ways not my own.
Will you walk fully in His ways today?