When I was learning to drive I found things difficult to understand, from learning where all the pedals were to watching the road. Many times I thought about giving up but kept going.
It is when I kept going the things began to fall into place. I knew where things like the pedals were and could read the road much better. This was a bit like being a Christian.
The first few months was really hard but good at the same time. I had to learn that Father God loved me deeply but deep down failed to really believe it. I knew that he had forgiven my confessed sin but I thought he still held some against me. It was a struggle between the old and the new.
Paul said I do the things that I don’t want to do. The things that I do want to do I don’t do. There is a struggle deep within everybody but nobody talks about it. I sometimes think that I am the only one that struggles. Everybody else is doing really great.
The reality is that we all struggle.
Today I hand my struggles over to you Father God. I will stop trying to fix myself myself!!!! Today I choose to let you fix me.
Today will you let Father God fix the things that makes you struggle?