There is a part of my heart that is completely in love with Jesus. I am very much willing to lay my life fully down for Him. I realize that part of my struggles is being look warm; that is doing things half heatedly.
Jesus says in Matthew seven if you seek me you will find me. In other words if I have not found Him I haven’t really looked for Him. Looking for something half heatedly can begin in many ways.
I always wanted rescued so never fully applied myself. Sometimes I don’t want to put any work in and end up giving up before I have accomplished anything. I have many jobs that remain half finished. This makes me feel guilty.
I sometimes don’t fully seek him as I don’t want my friends to ridicule me. I have ended up people pleasing. They are not Christian so are not bothered about my relationship with Jesus. My pride gets in the way.
Yet I am called to be set apart, that is to be Holy. The only way for this to be a reality is to be dedicated to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. This calls for me to be completely dedicated to Him. To give Him the worship he desires. He gave His life up for me the least I can do is give my life up for him. Living fully for Him is the Narrow Way.
Today I choose to travel down the narrow way?
Which way will You choose today?