Keep on going

As I look back to when I started this blog I see many times when I wanted to give up. I felt as if I had nothing new to say. This is my hundredth post.

I gave up for a few months last year. It was too much of a discipline for me to carry on. I struggled with whether the blog was a god or me idea. I wanted a place to tell people what was actually happening in my life. A place to be real.

Many times in church I feel that I need to be the perfect Christian, especially after a few years. I was living a sort of lie, I told people I was fine but inside my heart was breaking.

When I look over my life I see good times with Jesus and I see other not so good times. These are the times when I have walked on my own, that is living without Jesus as Lord of my life.

My prayer life was silent.

When I persevere with things I always end up completing  a task.

Today I want to dedicate my next 100 blogs to Jesus.

Will you dedicate your next blogs to Jesus.

Blessings and thanks for following my blog.


About cleavinghearts

I go to church in Troon Scotland. I want to see men from every nation rise up in Christ and be who they are called to be. I am interested in men getting together to praise and just do men's things. I also want to see women rise above their pain and turmoil so they are free to follow Jesus without the hindrances of their past.
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