Hi I haven’t written this blog for a while so its a bit strange to be back. I believe that my walk with Jesus is deeper than it was previously. At times the sin in my life seemed to be so bad that I felt hopeless about ever being set free.
I never fully understood that at these times I need to stand in prayer. My head was full of all types of doom and gloom I had to replace the thoughts in my head with prayer. I had to learn to pray openly to Jesus instead of letting the fears control my being.
Today I feel restored and would like to tell the story of my restoration.
One day I had been given a book, the problem for me was that it was written by a Rabbi (at least at that time it was a problem!!!). God began to speak through this book and show me that God was in control of every area of my life.
I never fully understood this before. I believed that struggles were a result of doing something wrong. Deep down I believed that I was always doing something wrong!!
Everything that happens to me is from God. Somethings that happen are teaching me to get closer to Yeshua, other things are Him showing me that I am on the right path. nothing is wasted good or not so good.
I began to walk that path a few months ago. The sin that prevents me from getting closer to God is now nailed to the cross. Once it is nailed there it gives me the freedom to continue in prayer instead of worry or fear.
Through practicing this my walk is much closer and much more real.
I plan to share much more about my story if you would like to join me in my walk then feel free.