I heard a small voice deep in my heart asking me to write my story, I believe this was Jesus. I never really wanted to go into my past as it was very depressing. A few people had asked me about the blog Cleaving Hearts and how it was doing. I hadn’t written for over a year. I loved blogging but it took a chunk of time so I gave that time to Jesus to develop a deeper relationship with Him.
I started blogging again and began my story. I want to explain the name Cleaving Hearts.
Through my life I struggled with Alcoholism and when I became a Christian it was also a struggle at times. I had a couple of good Christian male friends and wanted to do a men’s conference. As I realised that many people are followers of Jesus but still struggle with issues which cause them pain.
The problem was that nobody wanted to talk about their issues.
I had planned a first conference and as part of this I would start a blog. I wanted to call it Passionate Hearts as men needed to get passionate about their walk with Jesus. Passionate hearts was unavailable so I searched for words that were like passionate. I discovered the word cleave. So Cleaving Hearts was born.
Only one person showed up at the conference. Angus from India. Jesus spoke to me about this. He showed me that he would travel round the world to spend time with me, even if nobody else wanted to.
I kept the blog going but I discovered that it wasn’t only men who had deep hidden hurts it was also women.
I began to write my story to try and help others who struggle trying to grasp the Father’s love for them. At the end of my alcoholic days I want to continue and show you how my heart began to Cleave to His Heart. When our two hearts cleave together then we have what I call;