Category Archives: Inner conflict

Old Stubborn Thoughts

Throughout the years that I have been a Christian I have been taught many things. Some of the things I have rejected and other things I have fully accepted. I accept these things because I believe them to be correct. … Continue reading

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What are you focusing on today?

Over the years my focus as a Christian hasn’t always been on Jesus. It has been on many other irrelevant things, like football, work and other activities. When I focus on other things I am drawn away from Jesus, it … Continue reading

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Does The Old Self Refuse To Die?

It is interesting when the old person in charge stands down but refuses to die. The old sinful self struggled to stay in control of life. It had to self medicate in order to cope. It decided to step aside … Continue reading

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Emotions And Truth

There are many powerful emotions that I can feel. There is rejection, fear, insecurity as well as positive ones like peace, joy and contentment. When I feel some of these emotions they¬†try to control me. The negative ones try and … Continue reading

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Living for Years with a Stranger.

One of the hardest day’s to cope with in my recovery was the death of my Father. These are the days when the tyre hits the road. In the pain and disappointment in life was I still committed to recovery. … Continue reading

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Real Hope for the Hopeless

It never ceases to amaze me when I sit with a group of people who have been completely hopeless, but now they have found Jesus. I go every now and then to a meeting in Kilmarnock called Road to Recovery. … Continue reading

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God cultivates my Garden.

The first few months of marriage were a great learning time for me. I had no clue what it was to be a husband. I hardly knew how to live sober, it had been two years since my last drink. … Continue reading

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